hmm sighs life always has its various bumps and i cant seem to release the shock factor, i got hit again by people close to me, people in camp i trusted and such all jus backstabbed me, like as simple as walkin and talking i got stabbed, i am still too stunned to even get angry...been thru this over and over again thought i be immune to it but nope i guess i am yet to learn or cope with the pain of a backstab, i am strong to fight the world if i comes in front of me but just one person stabbing me from behind and i feel my worlds crumbling...
aniwaes i am tryin my best to not let anithin get to me, even is this spectacle i got something good, i found a true bro, desmond who stood by me and fended them off for me, i wont forget the amount you did for me bro, thanks alot..
as the great eleanor roosevelt said you can onli be hurt by someone if you let them, i let them hurt me so i guess i have to bear it...aniwaes its two days to sentosa, the beach always takes some burden off me shoulders cant wait to go in and ease my tensions away, music and great frens wat more cld a guy ask for....well maybe some hot chicks too...lol
hmm sometimes we trust people too much that we keep watchin their back yet end up forgettin to watch ours, i guess this is a cruel reminder to watch my own ass more often, a important lesson, painful nontheless...
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